Happiness as a choice

There she was, having lost the family she had, loosing her daughter to death, her husband not wanting her anymore, wanting to make a choice in life. Should she regret not loving her daughter enough and grieve over her loss, or should she be available for the son who's now looking up to only her? She can exist for her son easily, but being available for him was a choice. That needed courage..that needed willingness.. the willingness to give space for happiness and joy inside her. And for that to happen, regret, resentments, self-pity, victimhood... all of these had to leave.. Would they? They had no choice..Only she had the choice.. the choice to embrace them.. the choice to forgive them and all..and she cried, cried and cried..  She even had the choice to cry to freedom.. 

And the most courageous choice she made to house happiness in her was to take support... Thats when an angel entered her life to turn her into an angel.. She helped her to help herself, She listened to her to be listened by her.. She gave her power to give herself back her power.

That moment was the moment of her life where she chose the path on which she is walking even now..and is proud of that one choice she made.... One of the most gracious and a purest choice that she presented to herself to be present to life itself.. Alone she then started to sneak and swim into the dark swamp inside her deep ocean. That swamp which is still filled with her guilts, Shame, blames and what not. That journey that began then, 10 years back, still gives her the pleasure of choosing. 

She's now gone way ahead in her journey of living life, but still rooted and connected to the soul that left her then..her daughter..who still inspires her to trudge the path of service.. To be of service to herself and to the world around her.. To serve the young hearts to find their roots, so as to fly like a kite, to the destination they choose and to make this world a place of expression and celebration.. And to make life work for all..

Open your heart to Yourself

                              

      One day I was sitting sad and disappointed after facing a breakdown. And at that moment it seemed like my guardian angel spoke to me saying, “This is just a barrier my dear which you’ll overcome just like you have overcome so many barriers in the past”. That made me to look at my past and see the Miracle and Magic that I am.

The miracle I am, 

 

 

From the loss of my daughter to gaining so many daughters,

From divorce to connecting people,

From anger on my nose to love filled all over,

From being unwanted to being lovable,

From someone who’s unwilling to listen to being someone who’s power lies in listening,

From blaming and complaining on others to loving the way they are,

From working to earn money and to prove myself to working to make a difference to myself and others,

From worrying about what others will think about me to allowing them to think of the weirdest thing about me 😉,

From being unsecured about money to trusting the process of life of abundance,

From feeling guilty, regretful, resentful to feeling love, compassion, empathy, courage,

From being afraid to show my weakness to being vulnerable to bare open my authentic self,

From having rigid beliefs about having fun and joy to being someone where fun is natural,

 

Uffff.... so much I am and much more. A wonder in myself like Alice in wonderland. Slowly trudging the path inside me to catch a glimpse of myself, of who I am. I’m a pleasure to be with as much as a pain to be with too 😃.

 

I’m inviting you all to my world and share the wonderful flowers in my garden and also to show the shitty swamp whenever you come across. 

 

And look for who You are and the Miracle You are. And start to see those imperfections as a reminder of “I am work in Progress…”. Being work in progress is a blessing than being a finished product.

 

Welcome  😘